d day begin wif rase geram + malas + terpakse oncall coz nobody wanna accept d new fella 2 b oncall wif d reason x fit la, he knows nothing laa etcc.. then end up wif me yg jadi mangse, sbb x de org nk buat oncall.. supposed dis wik is my honeyweek wifout call, nk wat camne kann..
starting call wif a bad sign! early in d morning dh kene pronounce death! :(
part yg sediynyee, arwah is a widow yg hanye ade sorang anak yg tgh amik spm.. d cruel inside me, waktu pronounce death n breaking d bad news to one of her relative tak rase ape2x punn! i hefff too :((
d worst part, afte meeting CC (chief clerk) who alwitz irritate me! hef to meet her coz need 2 know wut is my nex postingg.. wif ura2x d obs n gynae not enuf MO n she may put sesape 2 dat posting, really need 2 confirm earlier,,, n as expectedd! she posted me 2 d dptment!! obs n gynaee which is full dgn political + unfair + medicolegall etcc i really don wantt!! ......n my tears day started! bergenang2x air mate when informing my colleaguess.. eheheh
can't think whether dis is my faith or nott.. d main prob d decision made unfair by d cc.. she make it hard on purpose... this is d moment when it's more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away.. n i decide 2 play wif d game, step forward n win d game!!
start 2 call everibadi n ask helpp.. credit 2 abg yg bg a lott of suggestions..as alwitzz he alwitz b my hero!! d one name dat he gave me really help me!! RA saves me!! x payah masukk d dptment n trus dpt surat pindaan 2 d posting dat i want!! alhamdulillahh... thank u so muchh!!!
if is not about d thingy which one of my bad xperience nobody wanna experience it, i wont neva knal RA..at the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it.. ALLAH knows everyythinggss dat u would neva knoww.. semua yg berlaku mesti ade hikmahnyee.. believe it! THANK YOU ALLAH!!
p/s: yeahh... me on leave from today onwardd
